Saturday, May 29, 2010

what can i say i'm addicted

I'm standing in a square room with nothing exciting to look at, except for 12 chairs perfectly placed in a circle. people start piling into the square room as they pass me i feel a shiver run down my spine, frozen in fear i stand near the entrance of the square room. still standing frozen people start surrounding me, their eyes close in on me, black and grey eyes start to seep into my soul, I'm starting to feel dizzy and light headed. so i move to the circle of chairs and sit down with my hand upon my head and shut my eyes hoping that this place I'm in is just a dream. frozen in my own mind i hear this voice coming towards me i slowly open my eyes and remove my hand from my head. i start to shivvvvverrrrrrrrrrr i feel a drop of sweat trinkle down my face or is it a tear i don't know. all these chairs were suffocated by people ass checks just like those chairs i was being suffocated not by their asses, but by their dead less eyes staring at me. i feel a hand press upon my shoulder i jump in fear as they "say are you OK?" i turn to their face and see these eyes of blue and green purity, they were shinning intensively i felt at ease looking at them i replied "I'm fine" while taking a big breathe i felt at ease by his eyes. A young girl from across the room said "if it is OK by everyone i suggest we start now. who would like to go first?" the man next me put he hand up and said "i will" "OK thanks Leon" replied the girl from the other side of the room. the whole room was quite and staring at Leon not to mention i was myself :P. "hello everyone my name is Leon" "hi Leon" "some of you know me from before some of you haven't for those that don't know I was a bad alcoholic and had been for several years until finally i came here. i came here just under 3 months ago and i have been straight from alcohol for coming on 2 months now" "thank you Leon. now do you mind telling us about yourself" she said pointing at me. i freaked i swear i fainted in my mind,everyone was staring at me again my palms became sweaty yet again i started to have shortness in breathe. Leon whispered "its OK your not the only one just breathe and say your name from their it will flow" "hi everyone my name is Kate" i said in a calm yet some what quite voice"hello Kate" they all replied as they stared into me. i closed my eyes so i wouldn't see the eyes staring into my soul it didn't help much and I'm telling you now those words didn't flow out of my mouth they stuttered out. "I'm I"m adic...........ted to........................ toooooo ummmmm ehhhhh I'm addicted toooo" breathing heavily i began to stutter more "I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm adi adi addicted toooo uhh ummm" then all of a sudden i stood up and screamed "I'M ADDICTED TO EUROVISON"



what a story that was hey I'm just gunna say I'm Kate and i have been addicted to Eurovison for about four years now and i can not miss it for the world. hopefully i will go to Europe and see the contest live instead of on SBS or DVD i just wanted to say that I'm addicted to it in a fun way for me and for you rather than me say hi I'm addicted to Eurovison. i cant do that makes my blog seem boring :P any way by by and EUROVISON is amazing also a good perv hahahaha :P